Not ready to pose...
Still not ready...
All set for a nice pose...
a very happy boy....found what he was looking for... 'coloured dinosaur eggs'..lol
lots of nice stuffs that I wish to buy...when the time comes..;p
xxx
Saturday, March 01, 2008
Friday, February 29, 2008
Thursday, February 14, 2008
...
Initially, I signed in with lots of ideas to write and talk about. But now that I've signed in...nothing is flowing out of my mind. lol.
All I can say is...I am feeling better compared to my previous post. I've been spending my days reflecting and trying to understand why individuals behave and act the way they do.
Why do some people say things without thinking of the consequences of their words and actions beforehand?
Why do some people act so kind in front of others but....?
Is it fame, wealth that they are after; OR being seen as brave, cool and confident that they want OR are they just extremely deprived of attention that they can't seem to leave anyone in peace and just mind their own business??
It is a wonder.
Whatever it is, I will not let it bother me. If being B-chy and pretentious will get them to where they want to be, so be it. Whatever makes them happy.
I just have to make sure that I know what I want, prioritized my needs and work on to achieve it. Whatever makes me happy.
This post is not reflecting on anyone in specific...just thinking out loud randomly.
Goodnight and have a good weekend.
Initially, I signed in with lots of ideas to write and talk about. But now that I've signed in...nothing is flowing out of my mind. lol.
All I can say is...I am feeling better compared to my previous post. I've been spending my days reflecting and trying to understand why individuals behave and act the way they do.
Why do some people say things without thinking of the consequences of their words and actions beforehand?
Why do some people act so kind in front of others but....?
Is it fame, wealth that they are after; OR being seen as brave, cool and confident that they want OR are they just extremely deprived of attention that they can't seem to leave anyone in peace and just mind their own business??
It is a wonder.
Whatever it is, I will not let it bother me. If being B-chy and pretentious will get them to where they want to be, so be it. Whatever makes them happy.
I just have to make sure that I know what I want, prioritized my needs and work on to achieve it. Whatever makes me happy.
This post is not reflecting on anyone in specific...just thinking out loud randomly.
Goodnight and have a good weekend.
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
TOO MUCH DRAMA
Anyone who really understands me know that I TRUTHFULLY HATE DRAMAS!!!! lebih lebih lagi drama queens.
So much had happened in the past few weeks. Initially it was excited and interesting. And after the outcome of the 'event'; and when the drama starts to appear, things get kind of less-exciting from my point of view.
I am no longer interested in 'it' as I was initially..no matter how much effort I put in and knowing that I would have enjoyed it.
I am now tired of hearing so many different versions of the same thing from random unreliable 'THIRD PARTIES' and whatever it is that may pleased that person; topped with cheeries, whipped cream and a dash of hershey's chocolate to add extra buzz to the 'drama script'.
May all of you who have contributed to the drama scripts one way or another be SUCCESSFUL directors!!
Go continue your script!!!!
Anyone who really understands me know that I TRUTHFULLY HATE DRAMAS!!!! lebih lebih lagi drama queens.
So much had happened in the past few weeks. Initially it was excited and interesting. And after the outcome of the 'event'; and when the drama starts to appear, things get kind of less-exciting from my point of view.
I am no longer interested in 'it' as I was initially..no matter how much effort I put in and knowing that I would have enjoyed it.
I am now tired of hearing so many different versions of the same thing from random unreliable 'THIRD PARTIES' and whatever it is that may pleased that person; topped with cheeries, whipped cream and a dash of hershey's chocolate to add extra buzz to the 'drama script'.
May all of you who have contributed to the drama scripts one way or another be SUCCESSFUL directors!!
Go continue your script!!!!
Saturday, January 12, 2008
Out of boredom...
Was browsing the net and came across an interesting website...so decided to take a commitment test.
My score: 50.
What does your score mean?
According to this quiz, you are rather hesitant to take the plunge. Though you might be very much in love with your partner, there are some things keeping you from giving it your all. Maybe your relationship is a "late bloomer" and things will advance when the time is right. Maybe you just aren't ready yet. Or maybe you have some nagging doubts in the back of your mind that might be worth exploring. The most important thing to remember is to keep the lines of communication open-it is important that the two of you are on the same commitment wavelength.
WHAT I THINK OF THE ASSESSMENT??
Based on what I've experienced, this is quite true. I am not yet willing to take anything on to a serious level no matter how in love I might be. I have my reasons..and intent to keep it to myself ;)
If I have taken this quiz back in..hmm..let me think..back in 2004/2005, I think my assessment result would be way different. I think back then I will have a higher commitment level compared to now ;) However, I guess my priorities and the way I look at things have changed tremendously over the years.
Nywy, if you are interested to take this test or any other tests...just click on this website... http://health.discovery.com/tools/assessments.html ...I don't know how to link it here the easy way...;p
Its quite interesting although some of the questions asked are not 'culturally and religiously acceptable'..but it is only a quiz..just give it a go ;)
Was browsing the net and came across an interesting website...so decided to take a commitment test.
My score: 50.
What does your score mean?
According to this quiz, you are rather hesitant to take the plunge. Though you might be very much in love with your partner, there are some things keeping you from giving it your all. Maybe your relationship is a "late bloomer" and things will advance when the time is right. Maybe you just aren't ready yet. Or maybe you have some nagging doubts in the back of your mind that might be worth exploring. The most important thing to remember is to keep the lines of communication open-it is important that the two of you are on the same commitment wavelength.
WHAT I THINK OF THE ASSESSMENT??
Based on what I've experienced, this is quite true. I am not yet willing to take anything on to a serious level no matter how in love I might be. I have my reasons..and intent to keep it to myself ;)
If I have taken this quiz back in..hmm..let me think..back in 2004/2005, I think my assessment result would be way different. I think back then I will have a higher commitment level compared to now ;) However, I guess my priorities and the way I look at things have changed tremendously over the years.
Nywy, if you are interested to take this test or any other tests...just click on this website... http://health.discovery.com/tools/assessments.html ...I don't know how to link it here the easy way...;p
Its quite interesting although some of the questions asked are not 'culturally and religiously acceptable'..but it is only a quiz..just give it a go ;)
Little things in life that makes me happy..not in order..:)
1) friendly faces
2) spending time with family n friends
3) the smell of freshly cut grass
4) smell of coffee
5) beach
6) sunrise n sunset
7) music
8) the feeling of being appreciated
9) respect
10) the feeling of being in love
11) getting random hugs from family and friends..selected ones of course...;p
12) a clean space
13) chocolate muffins
14) 'me' time...once in a while
15) being loved
16) a good laugh
......to be continued....maybe ;)
1) friendly faces
2) spending time with family n friends
3) the smell of freshly cut grass
4) smell of coffee
5) beach
6) sunrise n sunset
7) music
8) the feeling of being appreciated
9) respect
10) the feeling of being in love
11) getting random hugs from family and friends..selected ones of course...;p
12) a clean space
13) chocolate muffins
14) 'me' time...once in a while
15) being loved
16) a good laugh
......to be continued....maybe ;)
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
Monday, January 07, 2008
2007 was definitely a 'tough' year for me personally for so many reasons which I do not wish to discuss here. However, despite all that, I am optimistic that good things will come out of it eventually, if not now :)
So, what do I plan to achieve in 2008?
1) Get a job.
A stable part time job in the next few months is, and hopefully a 'fun' and stable permanent job before the middle of the year. Amin!!
2) Improve myself.
Focus on some sort of personal development... work on a few areas that I think needs some major and minor polishing...;p
3) Start a saving account.
4) Do some stuffs that I truly enjoy..or things that I dream of doing but never got the chance to do so.
Wish me luck..;)
So, what do I plan to achieve in 2008?
1) Get a job.
A stable part time job in the next few months is, and hopefully a 'fun' and stable permanent job before the middle of the year. Amin!!
2) Improve myself.
Focus on some sort of personal development... work on a few areas that I think needs some major and minor polishing...;p
3) Start a saving account.
4) Do some stuffs that I truly enjoy..or things that I dream of doing but never got the chance to do so.
Wish me luck..;)
Monday, December 31, 2007
Sunday, December 30, 2007
I've been tagged!!
Here are the Tagging rules:
1. Each blogger must post these rules.
2. Each Blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
3. Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things post these rules. At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
4. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they've been tagged and read your blog.
Eight random facts/habits about me ~
1. I hate cockroaches!
2. I love to sing.
3. I dream to be a marine archaeologist.
4. I am NOT a morning person, so I really appreciate an hour or two of SILENCE in the mornings.
5. I love tempoyak.
6. I mentally 'blocked' people out when I'm extremely not in the mood to listen.
7. I am reserved.
8. I enjoy reading.
These are the people tagged:
1. Iskiness
2. Audrey
3. Wina
4. Serena
5. Jirin
6. Rabzilulu
7. Fifah
8. Anyone else that seems to be reading this blog entry!!
Here are the Tagging rules:
1. Each blogger must post these rules.
2. Each Blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
3. Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things post these rules. At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
4. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they've been tagged and read your blog.
Eight random facts/habits about me ~
1. I hate cockroaches!
2. I love to sing.
3. I dream to be a marine archaeologist.
4. I am NOT a morning person, so I really appreciate an hour or two of SILENCE in the mornings.
5. I love tempoyak.
6. I mentally 'blocked' people out when I'm extremely not in the mood to listen.
7. I am reserved.
8. I enjoy reading.
These are the people tagged:
1. Iskiness
2. Audrey
3. Wina
4. Serena
5. Jirin
6. Rabzilulu
7. Fifah
8. Anyone else that seems to be reading this blog entry!!
Saturday, December 29, 2007
Saturday, December 08, 2007
Badminton
Its raining so ever labat here in KB. I was out with my dad a few hours ago for dinner.. and then we passed this hall...it was sooo bright. Rupanya its a gelanggang where ppl can play badminton etc. I didnt even know theres one nearby to where I am in kb. I miss playing badminton!!!
I use to play badminton every now and then while I was in UBD with leng, iqzal, jane or ikin. We would arrive early so that we can get the court that we like...so that we wont end up waiting for the others to stop playing before we can start playing. It was fun.. playing singles and double.
This one time a few years ago, baby and I went to Menglait sports hall to play badminton. It was weird coz it was our first time and the court looked full...but we managed to play for a few hours. I remembered thinking that it was good.
I have to admit that I am not really aware of the rules...because I havent been bothered to take note of it. Maybe I should ;p But it is one of the sports that I enjoy...besides swimming, softball and playing pool...if that is considered as a sport..;p
Its been ages since I played badminton. Kak mel and I were just talking about it a few weeks ago I think but with the family functions at that time, we haven't got the chance to play.
Anyway, the point is....I miss badminton!! I havent played any sports since I got back...maybe I should make time soon ;) So, who wants to play badminton with me??
Its raining so ever labat here in KB. I was out with my dad a few hours ago for dinner.. and then we passed this hall...it was sooo bright. Rupanya its a gelanggang where ppl can play badminton etc. I didnt even know theres one nearby to where I am in kb. I miss playing badminton!!!
I use to play badminton every now and then while I was in UBD with leng, iqzal, jane or ikin. We would arrive early so that we can get the court that we like...so that we wont end up waiting for the others to stop playing before we can start playing. It was fun.. playing singles and double.
This one time a few years ago, baby and I went to Menglait sports hall to play badminton. It was weird coz it was our first time and the court looked full...but we managed to play for a few hours. I remembered thinking that it was good.
I have to admit that I am not really aware of the rules...because I havent been bothered to take note of it. Maybe I should ;p But it is one of the sports that I enjoy...besides swimming, softball and playing pool...if that is considered as a sport..;p
Its been ages since I played badminton. Kak mel and I were just talking about it a few weeks ago I think but with the family functions at that time, we haven't got the chance to play.
Anyway, the point is....I miss badminton!! I havent played any sports since I got back...maybe I should make time soon ;) So, who wants to play badminton with me??
Saturday, November 10, 2007
Thursday, November 08, 2007
Tried out the seven deadly sins quiz....quite interesting. Wished there were more questions to answer...;)
Discover Your Sins - Click Here
| Greed: | Very Low | |
| Gluttony: | Low | |
| Wrath: | Medium | |
| Sloth: | Medium | |
| Envy: | Very Low | |
| Lust: | Very Low | |
| Pride: | Medium |
Discover Your Sins - Click Here
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
Back in the Kingdom of Unexpected Treasures
Its been 2 weeks...met a few family members and a couple of friends. though most of my friends thinks im still in UK...;p
Its good to be back. To sit back and just not think for a while. To take a deep breath and reflect on the past few months which had been quite hard for me mentally and 'emotionally'...(not that I want to discuss it). Let's just say that I am more clear of how things are unfolding itself regarding matters that are 'close to my heart'.
Having said that, I am not as stressed out as I *might* sound. In fact, I am more settled with the way things are. I am learning to accept that...'that is how it is going to be'. I am also trying not to be in denial and degil about 'it' for my own sake. In the end, what are meant to happen will happen.
Thus, now I should really be thinking about where to head next, consider the opportunities and pathways available for me and 'reset' my priorities.
Will write more soon.
Love,
Selina
Its been 2 weeks...met a few family members and a couple of friends. though most of my friends thinks im still in UK...;p
Its good to be back. To sit back and just not think for a while. To take a deep breath and reflect on the past few months which had been quite hard for me mentally and 'emotionally'...(not that I want to discuss it). Let's just say that I am more clear of how things are unfolding itself regarding matters that are 'close to my heart'.
Having said that, I am not as stressed out as I *might* sound. In fact, I am more settled with the way things are. I am learning to accept that...'that is how it is going to be'. I am also trying not to be in denial and degil about 'it' for my own sake. In the end, what are meant to happen will happen.
Thus, now I should really be thinking about where to head next, consider the opportunities and pathways available for me and 'reset' my priorities.
Will write more soon.
Love,
Selina
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Less than 2 weeks
I have less than 2 weeks left before I have to head back to Brunei. Though I miss home, at the same time, I also want to be here...a bit reluctant to go back. I havent pack, havent even bought boxes to put my stuffs in it. There are still things that I want to do here..but perhaps next time eh. its time to go back n u cant stay away forever right..;p
Anyway, I've decided to list a few things that I am NOT looking forward to when im back in Brunei..so here goes..
1) Decisions
Its decision time. Its time to decide the next stage of my life. The future that I am going to face..bla bla..depends on the decisions I make (atleast I think so)..and with it comes responsibilities and the need to stand ur ground and grow up!!
I guess the idea that I no longer have any excuses to continue my studies and just be a student scares me. IT IS SCARY to move to the next stage in life..conforming to the 'cycle' and what is expected of you.
Study = Work = Marry = Have Kids = grow old..;p
Dont get me wrong, I AM EXCITED to work and open a new chapter in my life. but like everybody else, I dont have an insight into how my future is going to be. And for some reason, I am worried. What if things doesnt work, what if my interests change, what if I want to do something else...the system that we have back at home doesnt really allows us to change professions, embark on a new interest etc EASILY.
And on top of that, theres also another issue close to heart that I need to resolve once and for all. Something that will hurt either way...unless changes are made. But for changes to happen, something big will have to happen to shake 'it' into its senses. And it must have a big impact to speed up realization and appreciation... only time will tell.
And the feeling of unable to control and not knowing of what the future holds is just unbearable..it makes u wonder. Am i the only person who finds it scary to open up a new chapter..to move on to another level of life..a different kind of atmosphere etc. But then again, when i think about it..why should i be worried about all this? that is what life is all about right. Life would be dull if we are able to predict everything. What are meant to happen, will happen..so, whatever it is..we just have to embrace it and hope all will work out well.
hmm..something to ponder upon later on till I fall asleep which is what I am doing in 5 mins..;) and ive just realize i havent done a list..so i think basically, this is what is worrying me...;p
Loads of love,
me
I have less than 2 weeks left before I have to head back to Brunei. Though I miss home, at the same time, I also want to be here...a bit reluctant to go back. I havent pack, havent even bought boxes to put my stuffs in it. There are still things that I want to do here..but perhaps next time eh. its time to go back n u cant stay away forever right..;p
Anyway, I've decided to list a few things that I am NOT looking forward to when im back in Brunei..so here goes..
1) Decisions
Its decision time. Its time to decide the next stage of my life. The future that I am going to face..bla bla..depends on the decisions I make (atleast I think so)..and with it comes responsibilities and the need to stand ur ground and grow up!!
I guess the idea that I no longer have any excuses to continue my studies and just be a student scares me. IT IS SCARY to move to the next stage in life..conforming to the 'cycle' and what is expected of you.
Study = Work = Marry = Have Kids = grow old..;p
Dont get me wrong, I AM EXCITED to work and open a new chapter in my life. but like everybody else, I dont have an insight into how my future is going to be. And for some reason, I am worried. What if things doesnt work, what if my interests change, what if I want to do something else...the system that we have back at home doesnt really allows us to change professions, embark on a new interest etc EASILY.
And on top of that, theres also another issue close to heart that I need to resolve once and for all. Something that will hurt either way...unless changes are made. But for changes to happen, something big will have to happen to shake 'it' into its senses. And it must have a big impact to speed up realization and appreciation... only time will tell.
And the feeling of unable to control and not knowing of what the future holds is just unbearable..it makes u wonder. Am i the only person who finds it scary to open up a new chapter..to move on to another level of life..a different kind of atmosphere etc. But then again, when i think about it..why should i be worried about all this? that is what life is all about right. Life would be dull if we are able to predict everything. What are meant to happen, will happen..so, whatever it is..we just have to embrace it and hope all will work out well.
hmm..something to ponder upon later on till I fall asleep which is what I am doing in 5 mins..;) and ive just realize i havent done a list..so i think basically, this is what is worrying me...;p
Loads of love,
me
Monday, October 08, 2007
Saturday, October 06, 2007
pheww...
Im extremely glad that Im finally done with my MA. I hope all those long hours of reading in the library, mengusut-ing to motivate myself and sleepless nights will be worth it :) Will only know it for sure in January 2008. Of course there are things that I wished Ive done differently, but hey..why do you want to look back when your whole future is ahead of you right..;)
Few more weeks before Im back in Brunei..wishing time will pass by slowly so that I have more time here..;p Will pack next week and hopefully I will travel back to Brunei very light. Ngalih sudah carrrying heavy luggage to London and then to Bolton. So need to travel light.
Raya is coming soon. The plan is to go up to dundee for a couple of days before heading off to London and pick up my ticket to go back home...and hopefully I will write more then ;)
Selamat hari raya and maaf zahir batin to everyone...esp to my family and close friends.
Love you all.
Im extremely glad that Im finally done with my MA. I hope all those long hours of reading in the library, mengusut-ing to motivate myself and sleepless nights will be worth it :) Will only know it for sure in January 2008. Of course there are things that I wished Ive done differently, but hey..why do you want to look back when your whole future is ahead of you right..;)
Few more weeks before Im back in Brunei..wishing time will pass by slowly so that I have more time here..;p Will pack next week and hopefully I will travel back to Brunei very light. Ngalih sudah carrrying heavy luggage to London and then to Bolton. So need to travel light.
Raya is coming soon. The plan is to go up to dundee for a couple of days before heading off to London and pick up my ticket to go back home...and hopefully I will write more then ;)
Selamat hari raya and maaf zahir batin to everyone...esp to my family and close friends.
Love you all.
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
Friday, August 31, 2007
LAST POST
So I did say the last post will be my last post..but i was wrong. We still have internet today though its been cancelled..except that the phone doesnt work anymore.
Anyway, not going to say much here...well, I will try not too. Just want to jot down stuffs that is in my head at the moment. I feel like blogging about it now, but its better if i do it next time when i have more time to blog.
My housemate, a friend and I have been talking endlessly today about everything and anything that comes to mind..and few things lingers on my mind...its basically abt relationship and life...what better topic can girls talk abt when potential guysss are around..;p
1)I know love works in its mysterious ways and for all we know, our 'jodoh' might be someone who has been hanging around our entire life..isnt that scary!! So in my head right now...I'm thinking...'OMG...seriously..WHo is going to be my jodoh? The 'waiting' is nerve wrecking..
2)And what if my 'jodoh' turns out to be one of the guys that I could never stand or what if he is the one I always argued with...geram hati with...and find annoying... im always avoiding...etc etc etc...
3)What if my family doesnt approve? What do I do then...
4)How can we be sure if that guy is the one for us?? How can anyone be sure he/she is marrying the one??? IS it worth taking a risk?
5)What if you are not ready to be married...but there are marriage proposals...do you say NO..or do you take time and think about it... or do you say YES though u r not ready for it...
6)How do you break the news to the family?
.....................................................................................
And when you are waiting or are going out with a guy/girl...
How long do you have to wait...to be sure to take the relationship onto another level?
How many chances do you give your partner?
How much can you take...and when do you say enough is enough when you dont get the same 'input' from the other side? How long do you wait before you decide u have enough?
.....................................................................................
And on another topic...an equally important one...
I know people say that family ties are think macam *blood*...but do you just stay quiet or do you confront them when you realized that you were led to believe something that is not true...
something that is of the most important thing in ur life...something that you grow up to believe...but only to find out later that it is not entirely TRUE...
What do you do then when some of ur life principles are based on the 'make believe facts'..Maybe some things were said and done to 'protect' us...to prevent us from getting hurt or feeling like its 'our fault'...or to prevent us from making the same 'mistakes'..etc etc etc...but isnt honesty the best policy??
Things that I've managed to suppressed all these times are coming back to the surface..and I'm unable to decide whether it did happened or not...
so, I better stop now before I continue with my nonsense ramblings..will leave it at that till next time.
Have fun people...and take things easy. Think before you speak..words are like a rainbow on the sky or like a bullet to the heart. choose wisely..:)
So I did say the last post will be my last post..but i was wrong. We still have internet today though its been cancelled..except that the phone doesnt work anymore.
Anyway, not going to say much here...well, I will try not too. Just want to jot down stuffs that is in my head at the moment. I feel like blogging about it now, but its better if i do it next time when i have more time to blog.
My housemate, a friend and I have been talking endlessly today about everything and anything that comes to mind..and few things lingers on my mind...its basically abt relationship and life...what better topic can girls talk abt when potential guysss are around..;p
1)I know love works in its mysterious ways and for all we know, our 'jodoh' might be someone who has been hanging around our entire life..isnt that scary!! So in my head right now...I'm thinking...'OMG...seriously..WHo is going to be my jodoh? The 'waiting' is nerve wrecking..
2)And what if my 'jodoh' turns out to be one of the guys that I could never stand or what if he is the one I always argued with...geram hati with...and find annoying... im always avoiding...etc etc etc...
3)What if my family doesnt approve? What do I do then...
4)How can we be sure if that guy is the one for us?? How can anyone be sure he/she is marrying the one??? IS it worth taking a risk?
5)What if you are not ready to be married...but there are marriage proposals...do you say NO..or do you take time and think about it... or do you say YES though u r not ready for it...
6)How do you break the news to the family?
.....................................................................................
And when you are waiting or are going out with a guy/girl...
How long do you have to wait...to be sure to take the relationship onto another level?
How many chances do you give your partner?
How much can you take...and when do you say enough is enough when you dont get the same 'input' from the other side? How long do you wait before you decide u have enough?
.....................................................................................
And on another topic...an equally important one...
I know people say that family ties are think macam *blood*...but do you just stay quiet or do you confront them when you realized that you were led to believe something that is not true...
something that is of the most important thing in ur life...something that you grow up to believe...but only to find out later that it is not entirely TRUE...
What do you do then when some of ur life principles are based on the 'make believe facts'..Maybe some things were said and done to 'protect' us...to prevent us from getting hurt or feeling like its 'our fault'...or to prevent us from making the same 'mistakes'..etc etc etc...but isnt honesty the best policy??
Things that I've managed to suppressed all these times are coming back to the surface..and I'm unable to decide whether it did happened or not...
so, I better stop now before I continue with my nonsense ramblings..will leave it at that till next time.
Have fun people...and take things easy. Think before you speak..words are like a rainbow on the sky or like a bullet to the heart. choose wisely..:)
Thursday, August 30, 2007
Empty space
My housemate and I have finally shifted away all the packed boxes to go for shipment tomorrow. She has been spending her time packing away her stuffs while I attempt to work on my thesis...though it looks like packing = soo much fun compared to sitting on my ass reading and motivating myself to type and finish up my work..:)
Now the house is empty...empty spaces in the living room...arah the hallway...our rooms empty pun...(except for mine coz i havent packed it away..) my luggage looks barat to be surung already...
NO TV...usually thursday night..i will watch 10 years younger...then big brother the whole night through unless theres something better to watch. TV is a must every night..its better than the sunyi-ness that fills the living room now.
And this is our last night to enjoy the INTERNET!! It will be cancelled tomorrow..so no tv, no internet,..can you guys believe it...how can we survive??dramatic jua eh. I have become sooo addicted to the internet..esp the youtube and bloghopping.. so maybe it is a good thing that I will be away from it in sept..unless i make time to go to the internet cafes. If not, then I guess there should be more progress on my work..;p
Anyway, just to let u guys know..esp the family..im leaving canterbury this sunday...I will be spending my whole September di Brunei Hall. Hopefully my work will be completely done after the first two weeks there...before puasa starts. The plan is to store junkfoods, juice and fruits in my room so that I dont really have to go out..unless i need fresh air..;)besides, I dont really know anyone there so it gets really boring..unless i decide to meet up with my friend who is coming to UK mid sept..yay!!
ok then, I guess this is my last update for the month. I will update it when I do find time to go to the internet cafe..if not then the next update will be in October ok.
Just incase I dont update it in September...just an advance 'SELAMAT BERPUASA DI BULAN RAMADHAN' and mudahan all our prayers will be heard and wishes granted. Amin!!
Have Fun!! xxx
My housemate and I have finally shifted away all the packed boxes to go for shipment tomorrow. She has been spending her time packing away her stuffs while I attempt to work on my thesis...though it looks like packing = soo much fun compared to sitting on my ass reading and motivating myself to type and finish up my work..:)
Now the house is empty...empty spaces in the living room...arah the hallway...our rooms empty pun...(except for mine coz i havent packed it away..) my luggage looks barat to be surung already...
NO TV...usually thursday night..i will watch 10 years younger...then big brother the whole night through unless theres something better to watch. TV is a must every night..its better than the sunyi-ness that fills the living room now.
And this is our last night to enjoy the INTERNET!! It will be cancelled tomorrow..so no tv, no internet,..can you guys believe it...how can we survive??dramatic jua eh. I have become sooo addicted to the internet..esp the youtube and bloghopping.. so maybe it is a good thing that I will be away from it in sept..unless i make time to go to the internet cafes. If not, then I guess there should be more progress on my work..;p
Anyway, just to let u guys know..esp the family..im leaving canterbury this sunday...I will be spending my whole September di Brunei Hall. Hopefully my work will be completely done after the first two weeks there...before puasa starts. The plan is to store junkfoods, juice and fruits in my room so that I dont really have to go out..unless i need fresh air..;)besides, I dont really know anyone there so it gets really boring..unless i decide to meet up with my friend who is coming to UK mid sept..yay!!
ok then, I guess this is my last update for the month. I will update it when I do find time to go to the internet cafe..if not then the next update will be in October ok.
Just incase I dont update it in September...just an advance 'SELAMAT BERPUASA DI BULAN RAMADHAN' and mudahan all our prayers will be heard and wishes granted. Amin!!
Have Fun!! xxx
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
Got many things that I want to talk about..but its a bit too private to be discussed here..maybe next time.
Anyway, as I am officially one of the many many youtube addicts...ive posted another clip from youtube. check out this song only if u want to...the lyrics kinda repetitive..but the beat to the song is nice, the guy is good looking..and i find the moves lawa..so enjoy..
If that's ok with you - Shayne Ward
Anyway, as I am officially one of the many many youtube addicts...ive posted another clip from youtube. check out this song only if u want to...the lyrics kinda repetitive..but the beat to the song is nice, the guy is good looking..and i find the moves lawa..so enjoy..
If that's ok with you - Shayne Ward
Sunday, August 19, 2007
Monday, August 13, 2007
AUGUST 13th...
Its also a special day for the left handed people...like myself..according to the 'hot topic' on msn today ;)
It is said that left handed people are seen to bring bad luck...and history were 'unkind' to them..thanks to the Romans who has dramatized this whole thing of being 'left handed'. Luckily for me, I was not alive during those days..lol.
I personally think it doesnt matter whether ure a left or right handed though there seem to be a lot of issues about it..not that I will bother myself to read it. Nanti saja when im bored n jobless..;)
All that I can recall, when I was a lil kid...I do remember being told to do more things with my right hand...for example, when I 'put' things in my mouth, hold my spoon, my pencil..mengaut makanan and all sort of stuffs. It was hard when ur left hand will automatically reach out for things when u need to ambil barang..for example. So sometimes, I had to remind myself to do it with my right hand before reaching out for things. And I do recall being a lil annoyed when everything I did was being watched and salah.
But, I have to say that of course I still do alot of things with my left hand...it feels more comfortable for me. And sometimes I do have to remind myself to 'change hands' especially when eating with a spoon or fork because eating with the left hand is not good...culturally and religiously I suppose. But one thing I really cant change is when I eat with chopsticks...it must be the left hand coz with my right hand..i dont even know how to hold it properly. So, it is safer to makan with tangan..atleast I always use my right one..;p
And it is impolite to shake hands or receive gifts or pasing barang etc etc with the left hand...which is not a problem for me as I do pass/take etc things from others with my right hand out of habit. Its only when my right hand is occupied with other brg or dirty..that I use my left hand, even then, I apologise to them right on the spot.
Oohh...I remembered when I was in primary 5 or was it 6...I used to argue alot with this boy from pakistan/india (cant remember)..maybe his name was rashid or arshad..entah eh. Anyway, the point is..I was sitting on his right side...so when we do our work..especially when we have to copy things from the blackboard...my elbow usually banged into his elbow..and vice versa. and ofcourse, being a kid..we usually fight over stuffs like this between ourselves. Haha. I remembered thinking 'this boy is fussy n unfriendly'. Initially I said sorry, but eventually it turns out to be a 'game' I enjoyed simply because he was a perfectionist n wants his work to be neat..and I was too. So, I have to admit sometimes I did it on purpose when he is writing far ahead of me n when Im bored..and he did the same to me as well. So, we r even I guess. Hahaha. Funny, the little things that you remember..
Ok guys,I think thats all for now. Want to get back to my 'unprogressing work'..;)
Takecare.
*ok..ok..I give up.I dont have a problem with you being one of the left handers* ;)
Its also a special day for the left handed people...like myself..according to the 'hot topic' on msn today ;)
It is said that left handed people are seen to bring bad luck...and history were 'unkind' to them..thanks to the Romans who has dramatized this whole thing of being 'left handed'. Luckily for me, I was not alive during those days..lol.
I personally think it doesnt matter whether ure a left or right handed though there seem to be a lot of issues about it..not that I will bother myself to read it. Nanti saja when im bored n jobless..;)
All that I can recall, when I was a lil kid...I do remember being told to do more things with my right hand...for example, when I 'put' things in my mouth, hold my spoon, my pencil..mengaut makanan and all sort of stuffs. It was hard when ur left hand will automatically reach out for things when u need to ambil barang..for example. So sometimes, I had to remind myself to do it with my right hand before reaching out for things. And I do recall being a lil annoyed when everything I did was being watched and salah.
But, I have to say that of course I still do alot of things with my left hand...it feels more comfortable for me. And sometimes I do have to remind myself to 'change hands' especially when eating with a spoon or fork because eating with the left hand is not good...culturally and religiously I suppose. But one thing I really cant change is when I eat with chopsticks...it must be the left hand coz with my right hand..i dont even know how to hold it properly. So, it is safer to makan with tangan..atleast I always use my right one..;p
And it is impolite to shake hands or receive gifts or pasing barang etc etc with the left hand...which is not a problem for me as I do pass/take etc things from others with my right hand out of habit. Its only when my right hand is occupied with other brg or dirty..that I use my left hand, even then, I apologise to them right on the spot.
Oohh...I remembered when I was in primary 5 or was it 6...I used to argue alot with this boy from pakistan/india (cant remember)..maybe his name was rashid or arshad..entah eh. Anyway, the point is..I was sitting on his right side...so when we do our work..especially when we have to copy things from the blackboard...my elbow usually banged into his elbow..and vice versa. and ofcourse, being a kid..we usually fight over stuffs like this between ourselves. Haha. I remembered thinking 'this boy is fussy n unfriendly'. Initially I said sorry, but eventually it turns out to be a 'game' I enjoyed simply because he was a perfectionist n wants his work to be neat..and I was too. So, I have to admit sometimes I did it on purpose when he is writing far ahead of me n when Im bored..and he did the same to me as well. So, we r even I guess. Hahaha. Funny, the little things that you remember..
Ok guys,I think thats all for now. Want to get back to my 'unprogressing work'..;)
Takecare.
*ok..ok..I give up.I dont have a problem with you being one of the left handers* ;)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAK MENG
I know it was yesterday...but its never too late to post something about it right :)
Enjoy the few pics that I have of you...lol...coz most of the time, u r behind the camera...;p
Hope you had a good day and wishing you a better year to look forward to..;p
Takecare.
Lots of love,
selina
I know it was yesterday...but its never too late to post something about it right :)
Enjoy the few pics that I have of you...lol...coz most of the time, u r behind the camera...;p
Hope you had a good day and wishing you a better year to look forward to..;p
Takecare.
Lots of love,
selina
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
Current state of mind!!
This is another boring post of how Im bored with my student life here...well, the first part will be more boring than the second part..(i hope);p I dont enjoy my uni here.. those who often meet up with me in canterbury would probably realize that already and might be bored to death listening to me when I do get into those *mood* where the only think that is in my head is..'I should have looked for more unis before'..and 'how buruk my uni is'..correction; 'how buruk my faculty is'. Haha. Ofcourse, others who studies here..some may agree with me..but most might not. But I will still feel the same about this uni.
Anyway, despite not enjoying the uni..I have to say that Canterbury is a very interesting place. With the gorgeous architectural work done on the Cathedral Church..where sometimes you can hear the bells early in the morning, the Westgate Gardens with a small river right in the middle of town..colourful flowers arranged...and Starbucks right next to the entrance of the Cathedral...shops, abandoned castle, wednesdays and fridays market where u can shop for fresh strawberries and cherries..etc etc...Its a small and pretty town with something to look forward to every weekend if you decide to go to town.
Last week, after I got back from Bolton. I decide to walk around town before heading to Tesco to buy a few things for me to munch on. It was not too buzy...but there was this interesting cute dude playing on his saxophone...moving to the left and right..dancing around while people sit on the available benches to watch him. It was soo sexy. I took a video of him on my camera..but unfortunately I could not download it to my laptop coz my laptop cant read any music or video files anymore. Only youtube works..;)Anyway, this is a picture of him...swaying around in the middle of town..;)
Anyway, i guess thats all...im still in my *lazy mode*...so will write more when I want to type what I wana say...;)
Have fun people..
This is another boring post of how Im bored with my student life here...well, the first part will be more boring than the second part..(i hope);p I dont enjoy my uni here.. those who often meet up with me in canterbury would probably realize that already and might be bored to death listening to me when I do get into those *mood* where the only think that is in my head is..'I should have looked for more unis before'..and 'how buruk my uni is'..correction; 'how buruk my faculty is'. Haha. Ofcourse, others who studies here..some may agree with me..but most might not. But I will still feel the same about this uni.
Anyway, despite not enjoying the uni..I have to say that Canterbury is a very interesting place. With the gorgeous architectural work done on the Cathedral Church..where sometimes you can hear the bells early in the morning, the Westgate Gardens with a small river right in the middle of town..colourful flowers arranged...and Starbucks right next to the entrance of the Cathedral...shops, abandoned castle, wednesdays and fridays market where u can shop for fresh strawberries and cherries..etc etc...Its a small and pretty town with something to look forward to every weekend if you decide to go to town.
Last week, after I got back from Bolton. I decide to walk around town before heading to Tesco to buy a few things for me to munch on. It was not too buzy...but there was this interesting cute dude playing on his saxophone...moving to the left and right..dancing around while people sit on the available benches to watch him. It was soo sexy. I took a video of him on my camera..but unfortunately I could not download it to my laptop coz my laptop cant read any music or video files anymore. Only youtube works..;)Anyway, this is a picture of him...swaying around in the middle of town..;)
Anyway, i guess thats all...im still in my *lazy mode*...so will write more when I want to type what I wana say...;)
Have fun people..
Sunday, July 15, 2007
He must be the weirdest guy of the month in Cantebury!! ;p
After I found what I was looking for earlier, I decided to have 'me time' at Starbucks. And I saw the guy above...First impression when I saw him masuk starbucks was...'eh, panas eh boots nya ah..how can he wear that on such a hot day'..
Then as he was queueing he was humming this song (i cant figure it out though)..then he decided to sit outside again before walking in..humming..and finally bought a raspberry frappucino.
He is one weird guy who entertained me..and possibly a few others.
As he sat outside, he took out a doll and a soft toy (a lil puppy) and his small trumpet out of his bag and arrange it on the table. When people passed by, he talked to them..though im not sure if people understood him as they just walked past him. And when this bunch of kids passed him, he took his soft toy and said 'Wuff! Wuff!'..hahaha... coincidentally one of the kids had a puppy toy..so she showed off hers to him and said Wuff Wuff in return. It made me and a few others smile.
And whenever a car passed by...he will blow his trumpet..often caught passerbys by surprise..haha..lain yang di trumpet nya...lain yang terasa..lol.
Of course I couldnt resist it but to stop and take his picture before I went off. So, maybe that is the highlight of my quiet Sunday...;p
After I found what I was looking for earlier, I decided to have 'me time' at Starbucks. And I saw the guy above...First impression when I saw him masuk starbucks was...'eh, panas eh boots nya ah..how can he wear that on such a hot day'..
Then as he was queueing he was humming this song (i cant figure it out though)..then he decided to sit outside again before walking in..humming..and finally bought a raspberry frappucino.
He is one weird guy who entertained me..and possibly a few others.
As he sat outside, he took out a doll and a soft toy (a lil puppy) and his small trumpet out of his bag and arrange it on the table. When people passed by, he talked to them..though im not sure if people understood him as they just walked past him. And when this bunch of kids passed him, he took his soft toy and said 'Wuff! Wuff!'..hahaha... coincidentally one of the kids had a puppy toy..so she showed off hers to him and said Wuff Wuff in return. It made me and a few others smile.
And whenever a car passed by...he will blow his trumpet..often caught passerbys by surprise..haha..lain yang di trumpet nya...lain yang terasa..lol.
Of course I couldnt resist it but to stop and take his picture before I went off. So, maybe that is the highlight of my quiet Sunday...;p
New hard drive..
Its a sunday, so I decided to go to town and survey the prices for external hard drives. Went to currys..but there were only two options. So planned to check out pc world..but in the end, found one at comet..and realizing that I dont want to walk any further to pc world under the hot sun, I bought it..:)
Nice huh...and I never thought that sorting and transferring pictures can take ages..Ive spent 3 hrs ish just emptying my laptop. And now theres only a few files left..need to decide to keep it or delete it ;)
Its a sunday, so I decided to go to town and survey the prices for external hard drives. Went to currys..but there were only two options. So planned to check out pc world..but in the end, found one at comet..and realizing that I dont want to walk any further to pc world under the hot sun, I bought it..:)
Nice huh...and I never thought that sorting and transferring pictures can take ages..Ive spent 3 hrs ish just emptying my laptop. And now theres only a few files left..need to decide to keep it or delete it ;)
Saturday, July 14, 2007
Sunday, July 08, 2007
Tour de France is here in Canterbury ;)
Perfect timing...its a Sunday...hot weather...and amazingly, it didnt rain at all..;)
Wish I had a better focused camera...but this will do.. ;p M loving some of the promotional cars being paraded while waiting for the cyclists to reach the finishing line in Canterbury.
Perfect timing...its a Sunday...hot weather...and amazingly, it didnt rain at all..;)
Wish I had a better focused camera...but this will do.. ;p M loving some of the promotional cars being paraded while waiting for the cyclists to reach the finishing line in Canterbury.
Friday, July 06, 2007
A lot of people have big dreams and high aims..and there is nothing wrong to dream and have big goals in life...or even multiple dreamssss....atleast we set our own standards, have a purpose in life..and a reason to move on from one aim to another when things goes wrong.
Quoted from Amitanshu Vishal:
We all should have a dream,
And we should focus on it like a beam.
Dreams are dreamt to be achieved,
Whether to go on moon or to work in field.
We should bet,
That though not yet,
But we will achieve our goal
Which we set when we were small.
Quoted from Amitanshu Vishal:
We all should have a dream,
And we should focus on it like a beam.
Dreams are dreamt to be achieved,
Whether to go on moon or to work in field.
We should bet,
That though not yet,
But we will achieve our goal
Which we set when we were small.
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
....New Beginning....
There's a new beginning for everything...a new beginning doesnt always start with a clear indication or promising us with something good.
Some pathways in life are very blurry and shaky..we are open to choices that we ourselves are unsure of...whether it will make a good beginning or it will be the start of a bad beginning..
But despite all that, we still have to make a choice and face the consequences...and that is how we learn to cope with things in life. Face our fears, take risks and have faith it will all work well. And let faith runs its course. It is the experiences in life that will make us mature, more aware of things and hopefully a better person.
When we fall, we shouldnt take it as permanent failure...but we should look at it as a challenge...an opening to a new beginning. Am i making sense?
All that I am trying to say is that...We dont know what will happen in the future.. no matter how calculative we are with risks and all that sort of things in life.
Some of us make very 'good' decisions...but in the end, it ends badly. Some of us plans the future clearly, but it ends bad.
Some of us make 'bad' decisiosns...but in the end, it works out well for them.
While there are others who make not 'bad' decisions, just 'unclear' decisions.. where the pathways after the decision is made remains blurry.., but we stick by it anyway..and sometimes something good will come out of it.
In the end, we never know what God have in store for us..so, we just have to have faith and besyukur with things that comes our way and hope for the best out of it.
So, Im just here to be thankful of all the good and bad things that had happened to me all this time. And may there be more good stuffs coming my way soon and in the future. AMin!!
p/s: 87 days before the submission of my dissertation. Goodluck to Ida, Nadiah and Kak Martinah...it will all be over soon. :)
There's a new beginning for everything...a new beginning doesnt always start with a clear indication or promising us with something good.
Some pathways in life are very blurry and shaky..we are open to choices that we ourselves are unsure of...whether it will make a good beginning or it will be the start of a bad beginning..
But despite all that, we still have to make a choice and face the consequences...and that is how we learn to cope with things in life. Face our fears, take risks and have faith it will all work well. And let faith runs its course. It is the experiences in life that will make us mature, more aware of things and hopefully a better person.
When we fall, we shouldnt take it as permanent failure...but we should look at it as a challenge...an opening to a new beginning. Am i making sense?
All that I am trying to say is that...We dont know what will happen in the future.. no matter how calculative we are with risks and all that sort of things in life.
Some of us make very 'good' decisions...but in the end, it ends badly. Some of us plans the future clearly, but it ends bad.
Some of us make 'bad' decisiosns...but in the end, it works out well for them.
While there are others who make not 'bad' decisions, just 'unclear' decisions.. where the pathways after the decision is made remains blurry.., but we stick by it anyway..and sometimes something good will come out of it.
In the end, we never know what God have in store for us..so, we just have to have faith and besyukur with things that comes our way and hope for the best out of it.
So, Im just here to be thankful of all the good and bad things that had happened to me all this time. And may there be more good stuffs coming my way soon and in the future. AMin!!
p/s: 87 days before the submission of my dissertation. Goodluck to Ida, Nadiah and Kak Martinah...it will all be over soon. :)
Monday, July 02, 2007
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
I intend to blog about something that has been on my mind..but I decide not to.. simply because I'm lazy and theres just too many things to be said..all at once.
so, instead..Im gona paste one particular lagu brunei. I think this particualr song is lawa. THe music is relaxing..and the lyrics is nice. Tapi biasa lah, as most lagu brunei = lagu cinta...so obviously this will be a jiwang jiwang music..so, enjoy ;)
so, instead..Im gona paste one particular lagu brunei. I think this particualr song is lawa. THe music is relaxing..and the lyrics is nice. Tapi biasa lah, as most lagu brunei = lagu cinta...so obviously this will be a jiwang jiwang music..so, enjoy ;)
Monday, June 25, 2007
Back in Canterbury
Im back...I didnt realize how much I actually missed this place till I arrive arah the bus station...as I make my day home through the streets and lines of shops...it struck me that despite not enjoying the uni here, I will infact miss the friends I have made here, walking around town with no purpose, cuci mata, my 'starbucks' sessions...etc etc etc.
2 weeks in London..that must have been the longest ever time ive spend di london. Usually I'll get enough of London just after 4-5 days...but this time its been fun..and the libraries are lawa. Well, SOAS is very old..but with the amazing collection of books...i can just sit and enjoy my time there the whole day. Too bad, the library there tutup by 5pm..and I find the photocopier annoying..lol. And LSE was equally great as well...and the library's layout is lawa...modern and spacious!
Besides that, most of the people from Canterbury..esp the UBDians ngam ngam di bruhall as well...so it was nice to have familiar and friendly faces to look at...to have dinner with..And the late night bingeing n omong omong kosong...lol.
..sharing the same room with Idot..hehe..its been fun and she is nyanyah early in the morning..haha..something i have to get use to..;p..and ofkos she pun have to get use to my addiction to nyanyi nyanyi random songs and random national anthems..hahahaha...dont miss me too much..;p
And yay!!!...I know how to use the buses sudah..and which number to take to get around in london...well, not brilliant lah..just ok..atleast budget sikit compared to the underground and atleast i get to see 'dunia'..;p
Ok then people, I will write more soon. Basically, besides my research in the library..its been brilliant..and good food as well di bruhall..haha...soto, ayam kari, martabak, mee basah, spaghetti, u name it...nyaman...atleast kurang rindu makan masakan brunei..lol.
Till then, bye ;)
Im back...I didnt realize how much I actually missed this place till I arrive arah the bus station...as I make my day home through the streets and lines of shops...it struck me that despite not enjoying the uni here, I will infact miss the friends I have made here, walking around town with no purpose, cuci mata, my 'starbucks' sessions...etc etc etc.
2 weeks in London..that must have been the longest ever time ive spend di london. Usually I'll get enough of London just after 4-5 days...but this time its been fun..and the libraries are lawa. Well, SOAS is very old..but with the amazing collection of books...i can just sit and enjoy my time there the whole day. Too bad, the library there tutup by 5pm..and I find the photocopier annoying..lol. And LSE was equally great as well...and the library's layout is lawa...modern and spacious!
Besides that, most of the people from Canterbury..esp the UBDians ngam ngam di bruhall as well...so it was nice to have familiar and friendly faces to look at...to have dinner with..And the late night bingeing n omong omong kosong...lol.
..sharing the same room with Idot..hehe..its been fun and she is nyanyah early in the morning..haha..something i have to get use to..;p..and ofkos she pun have to get use to my addiction to nyanyi nyanyi random songs and random national anthems..hahahaha...dont miss me too much..;p
And yay!!!...I know how to use the buses sudah..and which number to take to get around in london...well, not brilliant lah..just ok..atleast budget sikit compared to the underground and atleast i get to see 'dunia'..;p
Ok then people, I will write more soon. Basically, besides my research in the library..its been brilliant..and good food as well di bruhall..haha...soto, ayam kari, martabak, mee basah, spaghetti, u name it...nyaman...atleast kurang rindu makan masakan brunei..lol.
Till then, bye ;)
Monday, June 11, 2007
Saturday, June 09, 2007
Just for the sake of thinking aloud...
People always say that if you really want something really bad, it will come true eventually. We know, realistically,it is not that simple...we wont get the things we want just by wanting it really bad. Instead, it involves a whole lot of other factors to get us nearer to our goals. And there will be obstacles along every pathways that we choose...be it big or small.
And we were always told that if we really want something badly...we must set our mind to pursue it..be determined and willing to work our way towards it...it may take a month...a year or a couple of years before we can be at the place where we really want to be.
But, what happens if no matter what you do...you are still at the place where you first started?
What happens if no matter what you do..your goals are still far away?
And what happens if no matter what you do...instead of getting nearer to your goals, you are getting further away from it?
And, though people always cakap you need to besabar, be persistent and work your way from the bottom..but when will you know when to stop? when will you know that enough is enough?
People always say that if you really want something really bad, it will come true eventually. We know, realistically,it is not that simple...we wont get the things we want just by wanting it really bad. Instead, it involves a whole lot of other factors to get us nearer to our goals. And there will be obstacles along every pathways that we choose...be it big or small.
And we were always told that if we really want something badly...we must set our mind to pursue it..be determined and willing to work our way towards it...it may take a month...a year or a couple of years before we can be at the place where we really want to be.
But, what happens if no matter what you do...you are still at the place where you first started?
What happens if no matter what you do..your goals are still far away?
And what happens if no matter what you do...instead of getting nearer to your goals, you are getting further away from it?
And, though people always cakap you need to besabar, be persistent and work your way from the bottom..but when will you know when to stop? when will you know that enough is enough?
Friday, June 08, 2007
Dissertation sickness!!
Now that exams are over..and most of the Bruneians are either back home or will be back in Brunei soon..its dissertation time for me and a few others...though the few others have the 'luxury' to do their research and finish up their typing back at our homeland..before heading back to the UK to submit it in a few mths time... *sniff*sniff*...i envy you guys..;p
Anyway, goodluck to us...who'll definitely be having nightmares...late nights readings and typing...endless editing...checking out the grammar...punctuations... endless meetings with the supervisor (hopefully, i'll start mine soon..) and endless mengusuting till its done. And without saying anything more abt my dissertation which will definitely bore you guys..wish me lots and lots of luck..;)
few more months to go before I am OUT of Canterbury...yay!!!!...;p
Now that exams are over..and most of the Bruneians are either back home or will be back in Brunei soon..its dissertation time for me and a few others...though the few others have the 'luxury' to do their research and finish up their typing back at our homeland..before heading back to the UK to submit it in a few mths time... *sniff*sniff*...i envy you guys..;p
Anyway, goodluck to us...who'll definitely be having nightmares...late nights readings and typing...endless editing...checking out the grammar...punctuations... endless meetings with the supervisor (hopefully, i'll start mine soon..) and endless mengusuting till its done. And without saying anything more abt my dissertation which will definitely bore you guys..wish me lots and lots of luck..;)
few more months to go before I am OUT of Canterbury...yay!!!!...;p
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
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