People often say that time will heal everything...even a broken heart. As much as I have moved on and am definitely in a much happier place now...it doesn't really erase the hurt you once felt. The feeling of annoyance, bleurgh, unsatisfied, the unanswered questions etc..its all there as memories. 

I know it is human nature to hate being rejected, cheated and deceived, being the second best and the person at the losing end. This is however the reality of life. 

Being in love is a great feeling...but there is no guarantee that it will last. There is no guarantee that the strong feeling inside you today will still be present in ten years time. There is no guarantee that you will grow happily and age gracefully together. 

The truth is...most of the time, things happened and it doesn't even make sense. And I guess that is the beauty of God. All has been designed to happened the way it is suppose to happen, and at times its better to lay things to rest as knowing the truth might be suicidal even from the strongest mind.

A very short entry...

You would think that after spending practically all your life together, you would understand ‘he/she/them’ better and vice versa. Obviously that is not always the case.

Sometimes it is just so frustrating when you deal with people/individuals who think they are the best and always right…in addition to thinking that they are the most reliable, dependable, mature and responsible human being. Most people, I believe, who claims to be like this, are in fact, quite the opposite.

xxx

I sat quietly at a corner of a room

Looking around

People pass by

Eyes met 

And yet nothing is spoken

At times you wonder

Where will this bring you?