I visited a dear friend of mine today after the Maghrib prayers. She has just given birth to a cute baby boy a few weeks ago…it’s her 4th child. It seems like yesterday when we were having fun at the university…reading and doing work together…chilling at the parking lot killing time before we head home…participate in the same activities…slept over at Kuala Balai…went to Miri and visited Gua Niah…and the list goes on and on  Time flies so fast…and now we are heading towards the big 30.

What am I talking about and why am I talking about this?? I have no idea. There was only one thing in my head as I was driving back to my grandma’s place...

I’m 29 and single…while my friend is approaching 30 with 4 kids…
I don’t even know who I will end up with…
How many kids will I have…
Will I be happy…

While all these questions are normal…it kinda scares me that Im thinking about this… I don’t think I am prepared for the responsibility and the ‘till death do us apart’… ;)
but at the same time, it will be an interesting chapter to venture into…

Anyway, I better go now before more nonsense gets out of me…lol…plus my eyes are too heavy…need to go to bed.

xxx