2010 – PART ONE

As we are approaching the end of 2009, I’m starting to think what 2010 holds for me.

After all the roller-coaster rides since 2007, I do hope 2010 is going to be a good and better year for my families, ME, my love life, my social life, and lastly of course, my work life. Amin!!!

I guess if I have to describe 2009 in one word, it has been a ‘DISCOVERY’ year.

This is the year I discovered the following:

• I have one or two or three….good, reliable friends… Thank God I have them around :)

• I have a temper…especially when I want to. It reminds me of M.

Her temper comes and goes quickly. Like this temper I am experiencing: Sometimes it scares me. Sometimes it’s a weird feeling. Sometimes it’s funny. Sometimes I get so angry that I forgot why was I angry in the first place…don’t you think that is weird??

• The older I get, the less patience I am…;p

• I dislike restrictions.

• I discover a new and different kind of Love.

• I cannot stand high-pitched voice…like seriously, a no-no.

• I learned that at work and in life, no matter how good you are to people…and how much effort you put into the things you do (for yourself or for others), there are bound to be a few people who just CANNOT be pleased.

• Most people are unappreciative of what they already have and are constantly chasing the things they cannot have.

• I am still as indecisive as ever… ;p

• I had my first taste of delicious LOBSTERS while I was in China. I never ever dream of tasting them. However, I had no choice when I was in China…plus it smells and looks delicious ;) and yes, it was delicious.

After 2 – 4 lobsters over 2 days, I think I had allergy reactions few days after that. I couldn’t feel the tip of my tongue for a couple of days. I can’t think of other logical explanations except for that. Lol.

• I seriously procrastinate.

• I love babies.

• I have poor SELF-MANAGEMENT skills.

• I was told that I am a lil bit toooo friendly…hence I must work to be more serious.

• I hate public speaking.

• I was told that I put other people’s needs too much ahead of mine. Thus I need to learn to put my needs first before others.

But I’m like thinking…’How do I do that’? ...*still thinking*

• And the list goes on and on and on….will add up more to the list soon… ****



THINGS TO WORK ON IN 2010

REPRIORITIZE

FOCUS ON TIME MANAGEMENT

DO NOT LET WORK RULE MY LIFE

MAKE MORE TIME FOR ‘SELF’ / FAMILY

POLISH MY PRESENTATION SKILLS

WORK ON MY CONFIDENCE

SAVE UP

BE MORE ORGANIZE

DON’T SAY ANYTHING IF I HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO SAY

TRY TO EXERCISE AND BE HEALTHY

AIM TO REACH MY TARGET BY THE END OF 2010 ;)

--- MORE TO COME ---

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Crime Investigation

I am watching crime investigation now.

Case 1

A man killed his wife and buried her 3 feet underground. When the police came around and was searching for his wife's body, he was sitting in the kitchen eating his spaghetti.

When the police found the body of his wife, he said how did u managed to find her...while eating his spaghettti.

And when the police wanted to bring him in for question....he said he wants to finish off his spaghetti first before they bring him.

Im amazed!!!

Case 2

A woman drowned her very young kids...not 1, but all the 7 of them.

Police: Why did you drowned them?

Woman: ...so that God will still accept them while they are young.

Police: Why did you say that?

Woman: they are naughty and disrespectful...disobedience.

Police: Example?

Woman: When her mother in law (the kids granny) comes to visit them, they will call her names and doesnt listen.

Thus she wants them to go...before they grow up and go to hell.

Scary huh...

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..Just thinking...

How can one be soo unappreciative? Its amazing how just by doing one mistake, all the other good things you have done = erased.

Maybe its human nature...greediness...wanting all to oneself....wanting everything to be perfect..
when that person isnt perfect at all...

Its amazing how one can never be satisfied with the things that they have. Sometimes, its to the point of being 'inda bersyukur' di atas all the nikmat given. Sad to say, but its reality.

Cant a person just be happy with what he/she already has?

Cant a person just accept that not everyone is as motivated/hardworking/'purrfect' as the others?

What u want doesnt mean the other person wants it as well...
the things that makes u happy does not necessarily makes another person happy...

Stop judging people....it doesnt make u perfect.

Just imagine if ur 'nikmat' is pull away from you...
how would u sustain life as the way it is currently?
How can u survive when u r not even thankful of ur present state?
And how would u feel if people start judging u...based on that??

Nauzubillah...lets pray that Allah will keep our pintu rezeki wide open..and remind us to be thankful.

Amin!!

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